So….My day was shitty. Still no phone. Crying all effing day. Alone. Depressed. Sad. Lonely. Fucked up. I was called a queer today. I was bitched at for my parents restricting my internet. I failed something new in English today…. I honestly sincerely want to swallow needles…. I would die ( :
Can I die yet? I mean…. People even said that I should slit my throat and die. I have every reason to die. I don’t want to live, I can hardly breathe I’m so depressed, and I’m ready for this…. To die, I mean.
Harming tonight. Maybe committing.
Goodbye ( :